Jazz and Poetry a little spot for notes & words to dance

10Dec/102

Giving it all away

If October was Rocktober, then November must have been Noremember because it simply flew by too darn fast. Without time to look back, we're on a crash course with the turn of the tide at the winter solstice and the end of another year.  It's also the time of year where expectations and traditions start boxing with the cycles of change and transformation the season brings. As we head into the longest, darkest night tempers flare and tears are shed by many torn apart by the demands placed upon them by friends, family, and mostly themselves to do and give more with less.

Last year I watched my house slide into foreclosure after giving away most of my possessions to friends and neighbors. I finally surrendered the rest to be disposed of by whoever ended up in there once I was gone.  I can tell you this for certain, in the year since then I have never once felt I needed any of those things. Even my beloved dog Isis has grown into her destined job as pack leader of the mountain dogs caring and cheering the "old man of the mountain" who was the best neighbor I could have asked for in the six years I lived there. She's also my excuse to go check on him--, I mean visit.

While this year has still not been financially bountiful, I have found plenty of blessings to lift me along the road toward the next place. Mostly I have regained a freedom that I didn't even know I was missing under the burden of "too much stuff."

Needless to say, I will not be going to the mall this year with a list of purchases of "stuff" for family, friends, and neighbors. I believe that only by shedding last year's baggage can we open our hands to accept what the new year has to offer. So, though tears may fall over what I can't afford, I continue the practice of gifting away what I have to those who need it. Sometimes that may only be a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on for a friend who is blue. But, what is more precious than your time? This year consider spending your gift of presence on the people present in your life.

Before you go, here's a little prayer for the blues in you:

Singing through a rain of tears
Sad songbird too tired of worldly woes
Weak from all that's been withdrawn
Barely holding on to melody
Pouring out all that remains
Longing to be left alone
May you find honey
To sweeten your song
Filling you with hope again.

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30Sep/102

Summer of Stars

This past summer has been full of amazing folks who inspire me to keep on keeping on making the dream come alive. Thank you to all those who live for a living, this is a little gift for all of you.

Thanks to Dan Petrella for recording some of my original songs with my little ukulele I got last November from Lora Pendleton too!  You can listen to all five songs we recorded this week when you sign up for my mailing list at ReverbNation. But for my blog buddies here's one more:


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6Sep/100

LAAFFing September 2010

Below you'll find a quick tour of some of the things I've seen since September started moving along with the music of the Rhythm Rascals Hank Bones & Mike Gray who I recorded Johnny Mercer's Ac-Cen-Tchu-Ate the Positive with back in January. You'll just have to imagine the gorgeous day Red Hot Sugar Babies had Saturday playing the bandstand at Antler Village on the Biltmore Estate  with special guest Hank Bones since I didn't take pictures that day. Most of the photos are from the view at the Magnetic Poetry Van yesterday at the Lexington Avenue Arts & Fun Festival. Thanks to everyone for playing this weekend! I'll be back out to play again with the Red Hot Sugar Babies on Wednesday evening at the Wedge.

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3Sep/100

Tip Jar Economy

Everyone I know is trying to sell something. Whether it's a piece of jewelry they made or a life insurance policy. I wonder where timber mogul William Randolph Hearst was when they decided to allow consumers to use paper as legal tender after he helped ban the industrial hemp that George Washington grew. Regardless, our lives are now planned around pieces of greenish paper and how they flow through our hands.

I felt like a "sell-out" putting Google ads on this website for a while, but they never paid enough for the bother. I finally put a donate button right below the booking link a year ago, but I don't think anyone has ever clicked that button. I do get some booking emails though (that aren't spam) and actually turn real ideas into real dollars. Really though this blog has always been a labor of love. If I didn't love it, I wouldn't do it. If I love it for all it can be, then like a well-watered garden it begins to grow.

So, here are a couple fresh new songs out of the notebook free for you to read. You may even find me singing them on a street corner near you. If you feel so moved you can always leave a tip through the "feed the muse" button whether in the form of dollars now or ideas for dollars later.

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Moving On

See that train a coming?
Gonna jump that open car
Let it take me far -- down the track.
My baby's up & left me
Now there's nothing to hold me back.
Been blue too many days,
Now it's time to move on with this pack.

See that shooting star,
Blazing cross the sky?
That's what I'm a-chasing as you see me zooming by
And I may never catch it,
But I'm sure to learn to fly.
I've been caught in a lazy haze
Now it's time to touch the sky.

Don't tell me I can't do it
Because my heart and will are set
If you don't bet on me,
You're bound to lose your hat.
You see I've had enough of crying
Listened to far too much a-lying,
Now this light is going to shine as bright as it can get.

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Holiday

Won't you take me down
to where the water is cool?
Just hold my hand a while
Listening to crickets woo.

Tell me a story,
Doesn't have to be true,
Of something that made you smile
Talk of laughter too.

Let's shed society's shackles,
That gossip raises my hackles.
Just whisper something sweet
& it will be a treat.

There's sunshine in your smile,
Starlight in your eyes,
Your voice is an angel's melody
Straight from heaven & that's no lie.

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27Jul/102

Opposite ends of an evening…

I've been struggling lately to find the words. After writing for other people, it becomes hard to write for yourself again. But, out of last evening came a couple of pieces, the first either a jazz or jump blues little number and the second an odd piece that if nothing else shocked the bar fly that asked to read it as soon as it was finished. (I guess he was imagining me a modern female Bukowski.)

These two pieces came from opposite ends of the evening where my focus was to put pen to paper more than to write for an audience, but I haven't blogged lately, so here you go...

Sweeten up Papa

I just fell off from thinking again
Blew a fuse and had to make amends
It wasn't that I ever want to blow,
But I started getting frustrated with how it might go.

Darling you know I'd never do you no harm
Still I hope & pray to be back in your arms
But the way you're acting lately baby
Ain't no way to treat a lady
So it's time to turn you loose.

Sweeten up papa & come back home.
Lighten up mister, don't you leave me alone.
But if you treat me like a dog and won't throw me a bone
My heart will finally break and turn to stone.

*****

Open the door
With the knob that turns
Rather than knocking forever
On the barred entrance
From your last exit.

Softly let go of the clenched fist
Allowing the light of a new dawn
To dance upon your palm
Then lift your head to greet the sun
with shining eyes.

Out of the shadow of last night's storm
a sunflower bursts in the light of morn.

*****

Even a raging muse needs inspiration sometimes. Last night it came in the form of the music created by Aaron Woody Wood. You can find out more about him and his current album project here on his kickstarter project page.

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28May/100

Wanderlost

Can you tell me where that piano man's bin?
It seems he's done run off a'gin,
Leaving all his friends an kin,
Or else he ain't living, an that's a sin.

Don't think that I would do him wrong,
T'ain't my bid'ness where he has gone,
Yet folks bin askin' all along
So that is why I wrote this song.

It goes: doo doo doo dit
doo doo di doo
doo be doo doo dit
doo doo be doo
doo doo doo dit
doo doo di doo
doo dit da doo dit
da doo be doo doo doo
(repeat)

Well, if you see him, give a smile
Raise a glass to the weary miles
Remind him he's bin away too long
And home is callin' with a song.

It goes: doo doo doo dit
doo doo di doo
doo be doo doo dit
doo doo be doo
doo doo doo dit
doo doo di doo
doo dit da doo dit
da doo be doo doo doo
(repeat)

5May/100

Poetry Month

April flew by too fast for words, but here are some photos snapped along the way with a little ditty recorded in January with Mike Gray, Henry Westmoreland & Hank Bones for accompaniment while you watch.

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16Apr/100

NaPoWriMo #11: The thing you didn’t choose

Read the original prompt at ReadWritePoem.org.

Dear mountainside house,

You know I loved you.

I enjoyed many days sitting on your porch
gazing across the valley into the clouds.
Until the money ran dry,
we painted & polished you as best we could.
I walked your woods in wonder with my dog
marveling at each new bloom in Spring.
But, the last winter there nearly killed me.
The weight of the work for warmth
without someone to curl up with at night
wore me down to tears.
It was the summer storm that broke my back.
Road weary from travelling to arrive home
only to find I couldn't get home
because two red oak trees blocked the drive.
Again, I cried.
I wanted to stay,
but in the end had to choose to leave.
It was you or me, and both of us were dying.

I chose to live.

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16Apr/100

NaPoWriMo #10: celebrate

Read the original prompt at ReadWritePoem.org.

Starr's Day

The birthday cake
appeared on the counter
but vanished unceremoniously.

There was no time to stop
for candle lighting
between the jazz jump
& bumpity dj thump.
Colored lights blinking
over bunny hopping
hula-hooping
swirl of faces
blending of worlds.

Escape outside
for a breath of air
run into conversation there.

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16Apr/100

NaPoWriMo #9: your mission

Read the original prompt at ReadWritePoem.org.

Magus

Pass the ugly jug
on a winter's night
with it's bitter brew
choke down the burn
& strum another tune.

Light a torch
& call the dancers
from the fringe
with a gypsy jazz love song.

Around the campfire
watch flames meet
dance together
as marionettes
put on the show
to burn down the house.

The tale in this tome
we'll stow under the rug
so as not to startle
the talon wearing carrion
into a feeding frenzy.

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